HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
It is 2019 and I want to share a bit with you, but I must advertise that this will be a long boring personal conversation with minimum interest to most healthy people.
As an old year ends and another one starts full of possibilities I tend to make some resolutions. This year I am past the 9 months after the birth of my little girl and still 10Kg above weight, so I am determined to tackle that (among other resolutions that don't fall on the scope of this blog 😜 ). The last time this happened (yes, she is the second) it worked out to just cut on all refined sugar.
Whether it is the general definition used or my abuse of language I include in "refined sugar" all fast sugars that have been processed, that includes powder sugar, regular refined sugar, brown sugar and moscavado sugar but it does not include honey, fruits and maple syrup. Also since stevia is hardly a sugar I am allowing it exceptionally when nothing else works. This doesn't mean sugar-free pops, it means water instead or tonic water. This doesn't mean diet section foods, it means crackers instead of cookies and it doesn't mean sugar-free chocolate... the idea is to reduce on the habit of sugar consumption, so whenever possible substitute bad habits by good ones instead of bad food habits with pretend ones. This will make the recipes this year more challenging, but this is the only way I know how to break with my need to consume sugar that is becoming a bit of an addiction.
The midnight of the 1st of January sounded, the party burst and I have been without sugar since. The first day was really hard, the second even harder and the third I really had to keep myself busy with something to nibble on... carrot sticks (cut thin so it lasts longer) and nuts kept my teeth entertained and after a week and a half I can tell you I am no longer craving chocolate or find myself standing in front of the dispenser considering what I can use to calm the monster raging within, feeling like spoon eating a full can of condensed milk. From now on it is a matter of discipline. It might not work for everyone the same, some people manage to just have one sweet a day a week, but if I make allowances I know I won't be able to keep up with it and when I am 10Kg overweight - over the weight I feel healthy and my doctor suggests - and I find myself hunting for chocolates and desserts like my body depends on them to survive I know I am in need of a small cleanse like banning sugar.
I don't intend to implement this often or forever, just until a month after I pass my goal weight or the year is over. If by the end of the year I haven't managed to lose my intended weight I will need to up my game and reduce on carbs at dinner and fruits after the meal too. But hopefully it won't come to that. Hopefully I will just come out of this year stable at a lower weigh I can maintain with minimum gluttony because I love me some desserts.
Keep in mind that the first Kg are always easier to lose and that discipline is a challenge you put yourself up to and need to take seriously, so you come out proud of your accomplishment (however small) instead of weakened by another failed attempt to take control over a small part of your life. I mean, this is no big deal, no big feat, but don't get into any resolution unless you intend on committing or you will only be harming yourself, your self-esteem and you deserve more self-respect than that you deserve commitment and investment and strength. A strong head resolution is the only thing that is going to save you from the harshest moments of the year when you need some comforting and chocolate used to be it.